Forever Young,

Insomnia has won tonight and actually has caused me to think of things I’ve always wanted to do but never really went for. And honestly, it kind of bums me out that I never really pushed myself to go for these lowkey passions. 

One is playing the piano. It’s such a beautiful instrument and looks like the perfect stress reliever. I feel like it would just be an ideal key to a getaway. Music is something thats always meant so much to me, much because my moms always surrounded me and my siblings with it. 

I also want to start taking kickboxing classes. I mean its such a good way to get self defense and just let out stress and aggression. I honestly have a bad problem with bottling in my emotions just cause I’m the type of person who prefers to keep my personal things to myself.

I don’t know, its a new year and I’m really hoping that I can finally say that I’ve done both by the end of the year. This is my year and I’m definitely going for my goals and dreams. Reaching these goals is a go.

Start off new and fresh,

January 1, 2011. It’s gonna take some getting used to to write 2011 on things. I think it’s funny how it takes forever to get used to it and once you do, it’s close to the end of the next year ha. Maybe that’s just me.

But with the start of a new year, I’d really like to just wipe the slate clean and start afresh. 2010 was full of good things, and plenty of bad things but it’s time to leave them in the past and move on. I feel like this year I really got to find a realize who I could really call me true friends and who I knew really didn’t have my best interests at hand. I feel as if I really found out more about myself and I know that for 2011 I will continue on that journey to fully find myself and just feel comfortable in my own skin. 2011, will be the year I accomplish things. It’s senior year for me and I’m going to make it happen.

So all I can do is look back at the past, move forward, and prepare myself for a whole new year. Goodbye 2010!